You can always tell
when you've become well adjusted to life at sea when after a couple of days of
taking solid water over your bow that was already soaking everyone repeatedly,
you can take one of those 'special' waves that really does a number on you,
floods the cockpit and leaves everything and everyone in it's path completely
dripping wet with sea water and just looking at each other with that dumbfounded
look on their faces asking "did that just happen?", only to burst out laughing
because... what else can you do?!? Nothing, that's what you can do... nothing.
It's amazing how all that is left after so much time getting the stuffing kicked
out of you, all you can do is laugh at the ones that don't kill you, as if to
say... is that all you got??
It's funny how men
and women remember such times in completely different ways. Men will always
assume the macho role and say "yeah, it was rough, but I survived and I can't
wait to do it again!". Women on the other hand will almost always say, "yeah,
it was rough, but I survived and I will never do it again!", lol
I must say, if
there's one thing I kind of enjoy about my job... not to sound sadistic or
anything... it's taking some big strappin guys out long distance sailing and
letting mother nature knock them down a few pegs on the evolutionary chain by
introducing them to the power of the ocean. I hate to say it, but it's almost
funny to see how their mindset changes as the trip progresses... it doesn't
matter how much you try and prepare someone mentally for the challenges they
will face, they always go in blazing and come out with a much bigger
appreciation for life, lol. Not that I want to qualify myself as the resident
expert on offshore sailing after only 40,000+ miles of sailing, but I personally
find a great level of comfort when at sea... it is just you and the wind and the
waves... nothing else, and you simply have to deal with what is served you. We
have a plaque onboard that says, "We cannot direct the Wind, but we can adjust
our Sails", and that's very true, especially when ocean sailing. It's always a
special feeling when a big guy looks up and asks, "Rick, are we going to die?",
and you look back almost wanting to laugh because you've know you've already
seen much worse, but you feel bad because they are so uncertain and it is all so
new, and it feels good to have the confidence in your own abilities, and your
own boat, to be able to say "no, we are not going to die".
Setting
Sail in perfect conditions out of Bermuda
I
certainly don't mean to mock anybody who is intimidated by the sea, I was pretty
nervous my first time out too! I just find it interesting to see how different
personalities react differently to different situations. I've sailed with a lot
of crewmembers who have signed on for our offshore adventures, and they have all
been excellent and I don't think there is anyone I wouldn't sail with again, but
you do get to learn allot more about an individual at sea than you ever could in
as much time on land. I guess we've been lucky when I say that we haven't had
anyone we wouldn't sail with again... there certainly are a lot of horror
stories out there amongst cruisers who have had bad crew!
We had
excellent crew signed on for both parts of our journey from the Caribbean to
NYC. Mike and John on the first leg to Bermuda were both great. Mike has done
offshore sailing before and is working at gaining experience for future journeys
with his wife aboard their own boat in the coming years, and while John had
never been offshore before, he maintained composure very well and really seemed
to enjoy himself , I think we may even see John
again! Now I must admit though, the trip from the Caribbean to Bermuda
was a bit of a cake walk up until the final hours before our arrival, but even
then, both held up very well!
Mark
and Borja were our latest crewmembers that signed on for the Bermuda to New York
City run and they were both experienced sailors, but first timers for offshore.
I think they got a little more than they bargained for because we kind of got
the stuffing kicked out of us on this leg, lol. It all started out nice and
calm, flat seas, beautiful sunset, barbequed dinner in the cockpit... but on
this leg it's not a matter of if you'll see some weather, it's when.
Borja
and Mark enjoying a leisurely Atlantic cruise
Well,
we got some weather! By the second evening we had been sailing since departing
Bermuda, but our speed had increased from
4-5knots average to a very consistent 9knots! The waves were building, we had
both sails reefed down to almost nothing, and we were still going top speed!
Dusk is always when I start to feel sorry for the crew... that's always when you
start to see the change in their optimism about their decision to challenge the
sea. As dark settles in, the weather almost always builds up with it, making
the ocean a big jumbled mess that you can't see and the boat just bounces
through the waves in whatever direction it can find a bit of smooth water in...
I guess you could say it would be kind of be like trying to go skiing through
moguls while blindfolded!
Here's
a sequence Borja shot of our bow with his new DSLR on Rapid
Fire!
This
one from inside looks more like a Submarine diving than a boat
sailing!!
We
survived the night, but not completely unscathed. The wind had been great, and
very consistently on the beam, but the waves had built up to a considerable
height in our little stretch of ocean, and when the boat came screaming down the
backside of one of those 'significant' waves, as they like to call them, the
boat spun around as it hit the trough and let the howling winds around the
backside of the mainsail and caused an awful 'bang' when it swung around the
other side of the boat. I had been off watch and sleeping, but that one brought
me quickly up on deck! We surveyed what had happened and noticed one of the
lexan windows in the dodger was shattered (and lexan is very hard to break!).
Upon closer examination we discovered that the window had shattered because when
the main gybed, it literally ripped the traveler sideways off its port side
mounts and it was sitting there much like the carriage of an old typewriter
hanging over one side of the boat hanging on by one set of bolts, and the
traveler lines being locked in the cockpit were all that stopped it from
continuing its journey to starboard... That was not good news! The window we
can live without... living without the traveler could be considerably more
difficult, especially since the wind was scheduled to shift to the other side of
the boat in 24 hours and we'd never be able to sail the other tack without
causing much more damage to the traveler.
Sliding
the traveler back into position
By
morning we had lucked out... the wind had abated considerably and the seas were
subsiding fast. Mark and I were on watch and it looked like a good opportunity
to me to have a look at the damage. We pulled down the mainsail and left the
jib out while we proceeded to take the cabin roof apart inside the boat to
expose the traveler mounts. Again we were lucky in that the boat came apart
pretty easily and we managed to get all the bolts loosened off and the traveler
slid right back into place, just like that typewriter! We tightened and sealed
everything up, put the cabin roof back together and we were good as new! Up
went the mainsail and we were off again!
Finishing the repair from inside
By
early afternoon the winds had become very light and the seas quite smooth.
Borja surfaced from his bunk (rough night!), and he and Mark were starting to
look quite lively again... almost chipper! I felt so bad about how crappy they
had been feeling all night in their first real 'ocean experience', and it was so
calm and sunny and beautiful outside, I came out with a beer for everyone and
said "let's go up on deck!" They were both thrilled with the idea and we all
went up and enjoyed an ice cold beer on a sunny deck and lavished that we had
survived the perils of the previous evening! ;o) We enjoyed a great day of
sailing in optimum conditions, but in the back of my mind I knew what was
coming...
Mark
enjoying a 'cold one' on deck
As the
storm started to build at dusk, it was like a repeat of a couple nights before
with the exception that we were now headed into the Gulf Stream which meant even
more confused waves than we had last time... the guys didn't look too excited
about the whole concept. I remember Borja asking me, "Rick, you said the
weather would be calmer, right?"... "yes Borja, the weather won't be nearly as
nasty as it was the other night"... He seemed to take some solace in that but I
remember thinking to myself, "it's the waves you should be worried about!" lol.
Needless to say it was a very rough night. The waves built steadily all night
and by morning we were definitely in the thick of the Gulf Stream and it was
bouncing us around like a rag doll. We were taking wave after wave over the bow
and they would wash fully over the cockpit dodger and over the top of the
bimini. I was spending all of my offwatch time sleeping in the cockpit so I was
close by if the guys were concerned or needed me for anything. About every half
hour I would always awake to a large shudder as the boat would crash through
another small apartment building sized wave, and the water would come rolling
down the decks and I would raise my head just in time to see a wall of white
water come bubbling out from under the dodger and wash completely over me,
entirely soaking me, my clothes, my blanket, my pillow... everything! I'd sit
there looking forward for a couple seconds, shake the water off my face and lay
my head back down and go back to sleep. It sounds so funny to write about it
now, but that's exactly what it was like all night, I just kept getting soaked
but what could you do... nothing... just lay your head back down on your
saltwater soaked pillow and go back to sleep! By morning the waves had grown
considerably and that's when we took a REALLY big one that almost made it feel
like we went underwater for a few seconds! I came up to the cockpit amidst the
water draining out of everywhere and noticed that the port side dodger window
was now also split wide open. I looked at Mark who was at the helm and he had
this dumbfounded look on his face and said... "I'm not sure what that was... it
was big and white and must have weighed about 400 pounds... I think somebody threw a Frigidaire at us!". It was all you could do not to
laugh. I remember Borja sitting there starting to second guess the
experience (again!) and saying "Rick, I think I've decided I prefer the beer on
deck days!", lol.
We weren't the only ones... all the other boats were
getting hit too. That morning the damage reports were coming in and 4 boats had
lost their dodgers to those waves, and boats everywhere were losing their
electronics to saltwater damage. We were lucky, we never lost any electronics
or our dodger which had been built with extra heavy duty bracing (thanks
Nat!!). Ooops... spoke to soon! By late
afternoon the waves were huge and one time while I was down below putting stuff
away that had found its way onto the floor, we literally launched off the top of
a huge wave that had nothing on the other side of it! I was down below and it
felt like time stopped and went into slow motion for a minute... Everything got real quite as I stood there and
watched everything that was sitting on the counters, or on the shelves, or on
the floor... it all came up and hovered in front of me, as if to say hello...
then just as fast the boat landed in the trough and all the hovering 'stuff'
went flying from its current airborne position to the port side of the boat at
top speed! It was unbelievable... 40,000 pounds just picked up and dropped like
it was a mere fly! I'd never heard such a crash... my first glance around
revealed nothing broken and no new water leaks (notice I say 'new' as water had
been coming in everywhere all night!), so I ran up to the cockpit to make sure
everyone was ok and still onboard... this is why we always wear our tether cords
in the cockpit in rough seas!
It was
almost nightfall again so I told the guys that in these conditions we needed to
hand steer because the autopilot doesn't have the ability to 'feel' or predict
the waves, whereas we could feel it in the wheel and do a much better job skiing
the moguls by hand and avoid any further crashes down the backsides of
particularly steep waves. We only had about a half hour of twilight left so I
had to do some very fast training for steering in the dark! It wasn't until
later on my watch that I tried
to set
the autopilot so I could go grab a snack that I realized the autopilot didn't
seem to be working very well. After trying it a few times I realized that it
wasn't working at all! Next morning I went down below to check the autopilot
mechanics, and sure enough, the piston was just hanging there and the mount had
completely sheared off of the rudder quadrant... not good! Apparently that wave
had hit us harder than even we thought, but we were extremely lucky in that the
rudder itself didn't break off under the stress, and instead sheared the
autopilot which was much less of a problem to be faced with in these seas!
Knowing that gave me a lot of faith in our boat!
We
finally made it out of the Gulf Stream and the seas smoothed considerably making
it a much more 'tolerable' ride for everyone. We had been hand steering for
over 24 hours and doing well, but it had left me with time to think about the
autopilot. I always keep a huge inventory of spare parts onboard, in addition
to a lot of 'stuff' that I'm sure most would think "why would you carry that
around?"... but inevitably it always comes in handy at some point at sea! I
pulled out my tools and some spare pieces of hardwood that have been roaming
around under the floorboards for years, and made up some blocks that with some
sawing, cutting, filing, and drilling became our new autopilot mount on the
quadrant! It took only a few hours but it worked perfectly once mounted and got
us through to New York without having to hand steer... boy, were Mark and Borja
happy... no more hand steering!
New
autopilot mount! (note the twisted metal where the old one used to
be!)
We
motored into New York harbour in the early morning under clear skies and calm
conditions. We took our favourite annual picture of our arrival under the
Statue of Liberty, and proceeded to just cruise up and down the coast of
Manhattan several times, just taking it all in and appreciating what we had just
come through to get here. It was one of those moments you can never forget, it
just puts things into a different perspective and makes you appreciative of your
life and the life around you... I guess it is the promise of that feeling that
keeps sending us all to sea!
Beautiful sky as we depart Bermuda
Mark
and Borja were both newbie's to ocean sailing and were very eager, nervous,
excited and keen. And every other emotion in-between, I'm sure! The water was calm
and the night was warm and everyone heartily agreed it was the best decision to
have left early. We stoked up the bbq and grilled up a mouth watering dinner
and filled our bellies. We toasted the open ocean and Mark and Borja both
agreed that this ocean sailing wasn't that bad after all. I laughed to myself
and just knew the good stuff was yet to come.
Barbequing at Sea... Yum!!
We
settled into our shifts and life on the sea and all was well. The calm seas
held and we all managed to get a good nights sleep. We had the perfect wind
and sailed all through the night and into the next day. As I knew it would, the
lovely and enjoyable good weather ended. The waves soon became bigger and
bigger and the sky darker and darker. Our crew soon became greener and
greener! The gales were upon us and now the "fun" began. Rick ended up
sleeping in the soaking wet cockpit to be on hand for any situations. I think
Mark and Borja were a little shocked at the strength of the waves and the
unusual feeling of being at its mercy. At least Rick and I had been through
this before and knew "The Lady" was a tough, rock solid boat the would plough on
and on, no matter what. I think our calmness and demeanour led them to the
conclusion that they were not about to die... although they did ask a few times!
Borja and Rick on deck reefing the
mainsail
We noticed the cockpit seemed to be getting wetter and wetter and quickly
noticed that a huge wave had pushed the traveler right off its track. This
caused the lines to break the enclosure window and were sticking out over a
foot to the right! Yikes. It seemed to be holding and we had no choice but to
carry on. It was too rough to even think of going on deck and attempting a
MacGyver type repair. Once again we were being bounced around like a cork on
the ocean and I shook my head and wondered exactly how do I end up in this
situation time after time? I must get some form of amnesia, like mothers do
after child birth. When you look back after, it really doesn't seem all that
bad. But it is.
'Sophisticated Lady launching skyward off the top of a
wave!
It is
also one of those things that you feel pretty amazed and proud of yourself for
doing. But that comes later. Right now I am wet, slightly queasy and being
continuously tossed around. Despite this it is just another day on the ocean,
making our passage to New York. You still have to eat, sleep, shower, and stay
alert and engaged in the moment. Mark and Borja alternate between bravery and
dismay, sometimes hinting at panicky moments! I don't blame them, the first
time out in this is intimidating but they soon realized all was ok and got into
the storm groove. All you sailors know this mindset, a place where your
instincts and experience run side by side with strength and determination.
Dramatic Skies you can only find at
Sea!
The
next day actually dawned with sunny skies and the boys were able to fix the
traveler and enjoy some moments on deck basking in the sun. We all caught our
breath and enjoyed the reprieve as we knew the gulf stream and more gales lay
ahead. Ashley and I enjoyed reading in the cockpit with the sun on our faces,
all cozy and safe. By nightfall the second real storm hit with high winds, a
horrible mish mash of screwed up waves and we were entering the Gulf Stream.
They don't call this the Bermuda Triangle for nothing! Borja and I were in the
cockpit when this monster of a wave slammed into the boat. For a few seconds it
seemed as if we were under a sea of white foam and roaring skies. We went up,
up and up and then suddenly dropped as if off a cliff. We hit the water with a
huge bang. I yelled for Rick and he said "whoa, everything in the boat just
went 2 feet in the air and then smashed to the ground!". We were all fine but
the wave had smashed the auto pilot and it no longer worked! Great, we get to
hand steer in a blender of waves and wind.
Rick
gave Mark and Borja the 5 minute tutorial on hand steering up and over the huge
waves in the dark. No time to really practice, this is what the off shore
experience is all about, just doing it. Rick, Mark and Borja did a fantastic
job steering the boat without the luxury of the auto pilot for the next 24
hours. At one point I looked out of my cabin and Borja was sleeping on the
floor of the main cabin up against the cabinets! He said it was the best spot in
the house, steady and calm and he slept like a baby swaddled in foul weather
gear and
pillows. Mark was on the helm during the day and a gigantic wave hit the
enclosure and cracked the other side of the lexan window! Now we had matching
broken front windows. Mark said it was a Frigidaire that hit us! The storms
passed as we got past the gulf stream and we all heaved a sigh of relief. We
were almost there and New York was close at hand. The one good part about the
storms is that we hardly used any diesel and sailed almost the entire way. Rick
loved that!
Rick
took apart the auto pilot and constructed and devised a working system with
scraps of wood and bits he had stored on board. You never know what may come in
handy some day! This was a great relief to the crew and we sailed into a sunny
and warm New York harbour.
The
boys toasting a successful journey
It was
a glorious day and we all lounged on deck in the sun and watched the city scape
roll by. It was such a great day we did about 4 loops around the harbour and
were worried the homeland security was going to get concerned. We had several
helicopters buzzing around us!
Safely
under Lady Liberty!
We soon pulled into dock and touched shore and boy did it feel good. The
sight of New York spread out before us was so inviting. I know all sorts of
land adventures lay amongst its buildings and avenues!!